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Dear has been having reoccuring sinus… He intends to look for acupuncture treatment.
But I know nothing about acupuncture in KL/Selangor area. So I have to resort in finding out from my friends and I thought I can get some input from here as well.

Anyone reading this has any related info (e.g. location, price range etc.) kindly post it as a comment.

Thanks =)

roti: it’s raining here. and i miss u, dear.
dear: i’m in train now. waa.. first time u say something like that to me.. making me smiling alone in the train.. i miss u too, dear
roti: lol
dear: i m wet because of the rain..
roti: u didnt bring an umbrella..?
dear: didnt know it would rain..
roti: i bring an umbrella everyday
dear: don’t want.. so aunty.. so not masculine..
roti: (…-_-) ish bring a retractable one la.. not the mary poppin’s one
dear: i only have mary poppin’s one.. many of them
roti: lol. ok.. sounds like u r more willing to be wet than carrying an umbrella
dear: if u r holding an umbrella for me, i will be more happy
roti: ish.. we are staying so far away from each other.. like 20 stations away..
dear: only 19..
roti: more or less the same la..
dear: bueeekkk
roti: ;P

i like sweet little lovers’ quarrels like this.

I’m conservative on marriage and sex. To me, sex should only be done with someone whom I would considered married to, despite I won’t be married (by ceremony) to someone. (IMO between gay couples, there’s marriage too, maybe just without the ceremony.)

So after Dear told me that he got turned on by my cuteness, as much as it sounded like a wet blanket, I wanted to make it clear to him that I will not involve in ‘premarital sex’, unless I’m sure that I will marry the person (by or not by ceremony).

He agrees and he said he won’t take my virginity. But for the rest, he can offer by demand. I declined immediately, knowing he meant oral sex. I told him that to me, oral sex is still sex, which is something only between me and my lifetime partner.

I think that’s my principle and dignity. And one really good thing about Dear is that he respects my principle. =)

That’s at least for the current me. I might change in the future, but at least for now I’m holding up to this principle.

i think Dear is a shotacon (fetish towards young boys or young-boy looking guys).

all this while i met him while wearing shirts, and he jokingly commented that my shirt doesn’t fit me, and it was ‘unhot’..

today i met him in my t-shirt, with my shaved face. and when we left each other, his feedback through whatsapp to me was that he got horny at the first glance at me today. lol

i’m short, and i have a boyish face. with my height and my boyish face shaved, if i go out with t-shirt, i can easily deceive people by saying i m a form 4 student (and i did before).

i think that’s probably where Dear got attracted by me today gua.. lol

i’ll treat that as a compliment.. but i realize that’s lust but not love. =)

went out to meet Dear just now. but because I was so determined to reach before him, I didn’t style my hair well. we only met for a short while, and I was rushing to leave. later on train, he pm’ed me..

dear: why were u rushing just now? i wanted to be with u a bit longer..
roti: oh, i wanted to buy groceries. and my hair wasn’t good.. feeling embarrassed to hang out long.
dear: no lah. u were cute and handsome, seriously. if u were at my house, i would have hugged u.. hehe
roti: lols
dear: it’s so nice to see u just now.. and i like u smiling and blushing
roti: eh did i? i didn’t know i blushed. when was it?
dear: haha. when i looked at u
roti: lol. i didn’t know i did.

i don’t understand why he would want to & like to see me that much, yet doesn’t want to be lovers with me. but it’s ok. i must not demand for more.

and i’m so glad that i was earlier than him.

love u, Dear.

roti: have you eaten, dear?
dear: not yet.
roti: you’re not hungry? it’s already 8.15
dear: nope.. i had an apple and ice-cream.
roti: oooo.. eat ice-cream didn’t ask me along
dear: if you are here for sure I will ask you along. for the other ‘ice-cream’ also can
roti: haha is that ice-cream cold?
dear: no.. but it taste good only because it’s hard.. haha..
roti: lol